...That Title...Uhhh...
IT'S FIVE A.M. WOO.

Ok I will NOT be able to sleep, probably 30 minutes or so ago I was just chillin' on the couch watching tv like the lazy nocturnal monster I am and all of a sudden there was this really weird pressure on my chest, and it got worse after a few moments and I felt dizzy and my eyes felt foggy. I panicked and my heart is still racing like crazy so...I'm not gonna be sleeping...I... I watch too many movies :C It seriously freaked me out though, and I was already really paranoid and looking around every few seconds...WHY MUST THEY KEEP SHOWING PREVIEWS FOR SCARY MOVIES. AUGH DAMN IT.

Ugh. I am WAY too clingy with Alex. It's been... like 4 days without talking to him and I'm all depressed. :C He's the special little midget in my phone...who always falls asleep... >_>; I've been feeling like a moody spite-monster for a few days but I'm not really going to explain. ONE DAY. Neh. But anyways I miss my late-night phone midget buddy D':
He also agreed to turn off his phone so me and Sarah can spam his voice-mail like the retards we are. XD Ahahaha... So we also have a SUPER SEXY PLAN to make him dress like a girl and go to the mall with us and take him and have him try on dresses with us. And we'll take pictures of random people... (I mean Sarah and two of her friends posed with a cardboard cutout with Obama... XD I have odd friends)

I have now obtained smexy Rainbow Gloves and some sparkle-y jelly bangle/bracelets. I'm still afraid of people and shopping...But... >_> My grandma paid for it
And then we went to target and I got a pack of sharpies and some pencils. Expect crappy colorful art and really crappy bloody stuff because that's how ah rooolllll.
...

I suddenly want to draw Alex, Jesus and I in dresses....Jesus is Sarah. That is her all-tah-ee-gawou...Which made Griffin mad when we didn't say who it was. Ahahahahahahahahaha.

Well...I should log off before my grandpa wakes up and is like 'Were you on the internet this whole time????' Which...I was... >________>
Gonna go watch tv and try not to freak out anymore over what happened. *points at top of journal*

AND REMEMBER.
MENDEZ IS A PRETTY LADAAAYYYYY!!!
-runs into the sunrise laughing-


_{I miss Alex :C}